Sign of Life

Hello!

As many of you know I do not have internet at my apartment but did want to give you guys some kind of… well a sign of life.

Hey! I’m alive and I miss you all. 

Here’s what is new with my life:

I have, for the past month, been training again at the gym. I caught a little bit of a cold so I slowed down but otherwise I have been hitting it pretty consistently and seeing results. I thought I had binged for a bit and gained up to probably 20lbs but when I weighed myself… well in the past 2-3 weeks where I thought I gained 20… I had just gained 2.

Which I promptly dropped. LOL. I have dropped 6lbs in the past 2 days just by being extra careful with my diet and doing a little more cardio and I feel amazing, like a beast, and so happy.

Those of you who have added me on Facebook to see my updates (since I can update my Facebook from my phone and not WordPress… http://www.facebook.com/ciesee

Well you guys know how happy and motivated I am, and I am sorry for not being able to blog about it, but know OMG I am so happy right now.

Well first off my weight loss anniversary (1 year of maintenance from hitting my Dukan TW) is coming up on February the 6th and would you believe, even though I have gained muscle over the past year of maintenance… I have not gained a single pound as of this morning!

So to all those… idiots… my old fat friends who told me I would no doubt gain the weight back after losing… the ones who bullied me during my weight loss journey and tried to hold me back… well screw you… I did it!!!

AND I AM SO MUCH BETTER FOR IT!

So if you were looking for something to motivate you to start… just do it! A year from now you will be looking back and kicking yourself for not starting sooner!!!

LASTLY… I have an AMAZING boyfriend… Matthew and I broke up brutally, horrifically… the psychologically abusive nature of my relationship with him prevented me from moving forward in my bodybuilding… towards my goals and my dreams. He tried to hold me back and with the mean, hurtful comments directed towards my new skinny body, smaller breasts, confidence and… oh man…

I have been BLESSED, and have found the most… perfect man. He not only supports my dieting, weight training, dreams and aspirations, but he pushes me to becoming better in every single other way. I am proud to have him as a boyfriend and you guys… I am so in love. I feel so confident. He loves my muscles (remember… Matt said he would feel disgusted to see a visible bicep? This guy LOVES it!), loves my drive… 

I am in the best place now, and it only gets better!

How have you been?

I hope the more often I come to this new boyfriends place… the more often I will get to blog. He makes me so happy and pushes me to keep posting. He says I have the best fans… that’s you guys!

I love you guys too. Thank you for sticking with me. I hope to get internet soon. Oh man.

I have too many stories to tell you. :)

Miss you.

xoxo

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