Ugh… Moving Forward?

Sooooooooooooooooo this past week eh?

Well, I can’t really talk about it, or details about it, and let’s just say tonight I have had a few too many glasses of wine and I”m staying at my parents until Monday…

Oh yeah, and Monday Matt (Prawn) is moving out, and will be out of my life for ever for good…

But once I move back in to my (empty) apartment on Monday… life can start, life can be good.

I had a panic attack, an anxiety attack… but things are finally getting BETTER.

Finally.

I have been doing good with my diet… well until my 50$ of food and booze tonight at my Christmas work party…

Pray for me I guess. This is my rock bottom.

I wrote a post on my Iphone on like… Monday, outlining how a few days ago was my rock bottom… turns out it was actually two days ago exactly… and the only way my life could be worse is if I lost my job… but MOVING UP from rock bottom… anyways it feels nice/stressful beyond belief…

I guess in a bit I will be allowed to tell you what happened… let’s just say… it was horrific.

Am I drunk?

Goodnight.

-Constance

PS: Seriously… how many times in 2012 do I have to claim my rock bottom? Totally hit it… one day when you are old enough I will tell you the story…

Matthew is moving out, end of the 6 year long chapter… moving forward… FINALLY. I hope to never speak to him again.

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6 thoughts on “Ugh… Moving Forward?

  1. Onward and upward. Some years feel like the bottom falls out….just about weekly. And when it comes to relationships and problems it affects every aspect of your life.
    Hang in there…..probably heard that a thousand times, but that what you have to do.
    Moving on is the start to something great – I guarantee it. After all, I have been there before and eventually pulled myself up again – only to find out things were already improving.

    Will be thinking of you and I hardly know you….because you remind me a little of myself. Take care.

  2. Constance, you have the strength to get to the other side of this! Rock bottom is good because it can only get better from here. It sounds like you have made some good decisions and are back on track. Here’s to an awesome 2013!

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