How are you guys doing today?
You ready for a positive post? I sure am. So I woke up this morning in a good mood. I drank coffee, still in a good mood, went to work… still in a good mood.
I am tired, yep. If anything I am more tired than yesterday. But I am in a good mood. I think today will bring great things, if not at least good things.
It’s not a huge reflection on my weight loss for today. I dropped 0.2lbs from yesterday bringing my weight down to 153.0lbs which is 1lbs away from my heaviest. That means in the past month of being back on Dukan I have lost the 20lbs I gained in my month of wishy-washy bodybuilder dieting.
Seems fair, a month to gain, a month to lose and now we move forward.
I have 8 weeks until my competition, less than that actually. Last night I took the first step to ordering my competition suit, sending the designer pictures of me in a bikini, front, side and back. I saw when looking at those photos the places where I need to improve (and DAMN… there are quite a few) but I know I can do it.
Well I say that… I know I can do it… little voice in the back of my head is telling me otherwise, but damn if I don’t try my hardest!
I have a few pictures I want to share with you that make me smile, and that’s it for today. Just going through life, trying to smile today, trying to talk to people today and be more sharing and social. Trying to break through this depression.